I remember the exact moment I decided to go. It wasn’t about the money, not really. Not anymore. It was the principle. Two hundred dollars. A small amount in the grand scheme of things, but it had become a festering wound, a tiny splinter under my skin that just wouldn’t heal. She owed it to me. My best friend. My sister in everything but blood.We’d been inseparable since elementary school. Shared secrets, shared clothes, shared dreams. When she asked for the loan a few months back, I didn’t even hesitate. “Of course,” I’d said, “whatever you need.” She was going through a rough patch, she said, just until her next paycheck. Except her next paycheck came and went. And the one after that.
Each time I’d gently remind her, it was a new excuse. My car broke down. My landlord raised the rent. My dog needed emergency vet care. All valid, heartbreaking reasons on their own, but strung together, they started to sound… hollow. I tried to be understanding. She’s my friend. She’d never intentionally hurt me. But the understanding was wearing thin. My patience was threadbare. It wasn’t the money, not really. It was the feeling of being taken for granted, of being dismissed. It felt like she didn’t respect me enough to be honest.
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My partner, bless him, had tried to mediate, gently suggesting I just let it go. “It’s not worth jeopardizing your friendship,” he’d said, always the calm, rational one. But my blood was up. My pride was hurt.
“No,” I’d told him last night, my voice tight with frustration. “I’m going over there tomorrow. I need to talk to her face-to-face. Just tell her it’s not okay.” I needed closure. I needed to stand up for myself. I needed her to understand that even small betrayals hurt.
So there I was, driving across town, rehearsing my calm, assertive speech in my head. I love you, but this isn’t fair. We need to be honest with each other. My palms were a little sweaty on the steering wheel. I hated confrontation. But this time, it felt necessary. Vital. For our friendship.
Her apartment building loomed, a familiar concrete block against the gray afternoon sky. I parked, took a deep breath, and walked towards the entrance. My stomach was a knot of nerves and determination. I buzzed her unit. No answer. I buzzed again. Still nothing. Typical. Maybe she’s ignoring me. But I saw her car in the lot. She had to be home.
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I decided to go up anyway. Maybe she couldn’t hear the buzzer. The elevator creaked its way to the third floor. I walked down the hall to her door, my heart thumping a frantic rhythm against my ribs. I raised my hand to knock, but then I stopped.
The door was slightly ajar. Just a sliver. Enough to see the darkness inside, but not enough to peer in. My brow furrowed. That’s weird. She was usually so meticulous about locking up. I knocked, a tentative tap. “Hello? It’s me. Are you home?”
Silence.
Then, a faint sound. A low, soft… whimper? Is her dog hurt? My irritation immediately shifted to concern. I pushed the door open gently, calling out her name again. “Hey? Are you okay?”
The apartment was quiet. Too quiet. A chill ran down my spine. The blinds were drawn, plunging the living room into shadow. No TV, no music. My voice echoed. “Hello?”
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My eyes scanned the room. Nothing seemed out of place, but the air felt heavy, thick with an unspoken presence. The faint whimpering sound came again, clearer this time. From the bedroom.
My heart rate accelerated. I walked slowly, cautiously, towards the closed bedroom door. What is going on? The sound resolved itself into something unmistakable now. A baby crying. Softly, a tiny, distressed mewl.
My blood ran cold. A baby? She didn’t have a baby. She wasn’t babysitting, not that I knew of. And she certainly wouldn’t leave a door ajar if she was. A flicker of fear, primal and sharp, coursed through me. My mind scrambled, trying to make sense of the illogical.
I reached the bedroom door. It was partially open, a hairline crack just wide enough to peek through. My breath hitched in my throat. I squeezed my eyes shut for a second, then forced them open. I nudged the door wider, just enough to see inside.
And there it was.
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A bassinet. Right next to her bed. A pristine, white bassinet, rocking ever so slightly. And inside it, a tiny, swaddled bundle, red-faced and squalling. My friend sat on the edge of the bed, her back to me, hunched over, gently patting the baby’s back. She looked utterly exhausted. Hair disheveled. Dark circles under her eyes.
My mouth fell open. My mind went blank, save for one booming question: WHOSE BABY IS THAT?! My $200 confrontation vanished, replaced by a wave of shock so profound it stole my breath.
She must have sensed me. Her head snapped up, her eyes wide, like a deer caught in headlights. Her face drained of all color, going from pale to ashen in an instant. She opened her mouth, but no sound came out. She clutched the baby tighter.
“What… what is this?” I finally managed, my voice a whisper, barely audible. “Whose baby is that? Why didn’t you tell me?”
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She shook her head, tears welling in her eyes. “I… I couldn’t.”
I took another step into the room, my gaze fixed on the tiny creature in her arms. The baby’s cries had quieted to soft whimpers, its little mouth searching for something. And then, as she shifted, I saw it. A framed photo on her nightstand. A picture of her. And him.
My partner.
Not a photo of the three of us. Not a group shot. Just the two of them, smiling. Too close. Too intimate. My stomach dropped. The floor seemed to tilt beneath my feet. A cold, dread-filled certainty began to creep into my bones, chilling me to the core.
No. No, this can’t be. My head started to spin. The air grew thick, suffocating. My partner. My sweet, wonderful partner. The man I was building a future with. The man who’d told me to “let the $200 go” because it wasn’t worth jeopardizing my friendship.
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I looked from the photo to her, then to the baby. The tiny, perfect face. The way its little nose wrinkled. The shape of its chin.
It was him.
It was undeniable. The baby had his eyes. His exact, unmistakable features, miniaturized. A horrifying, sickening realization slammed into me with the force of a physical blow.
My knees buckled. I gripped the doorframe, trying to steady myself, trying to breathe. My vision blurred.
“Tell me,” I choked out, my voice raw, torn from my gut. “TELL ME WHOSE BABY THAT IS!”
She finally broke. Her face crumpled, the tears streaming down her cheeks now. She looked at the baby, then back at me, her eyes full of a pain that mirrored my own, but also a crushing guilt.
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“I’m so sorry,” she sobbed, her voice barely a whisper, ragged with despair. “It’s his. It’s your partner’s baby.”
The world stopped. Everything went silent. The baby’s soft breathing, her heartbroken sobs, my own ragged gasps—all faded into nothingness. My entire life, my entire future, shattered into a million irreparable pieces in that tiny, silent room. The two hundred dollars? It was dust. Meaningless. Utterly, tragically meaningless. I went to confront her over $200—but what I found broke my heart into something I knew would never, ever heal.
